Hmm, so, nothing is solved or different. I pleaded my case, and was told "what you're saying makes sense, but each of you makes sense, and I'm tired of hearing it." I also got bitched at for thinking that she truly just wants me out of the house. Due to her intense beliefs. Whatever. At least I'm not in denial. It just sucks when your father is.

I am lonely, and it's dangerous. Because lonely means vulnurable, and fairly lame decision making skills. I guess I walk a fine line. So sick of living with little to no comfort...so so sick of it.

I need some changes in a very big way.

And it's just so cold :-(