God, I Feel Like Hell Tonight...

... Tears of rage I cannot fight
I'd be the last to help you understand
Are you strong enough to be my man?

It's been a highly stressful weekend, with good points, and little sleep.

Friday I was not on top of my game, but Nessa and Meg came over! We made empanadas, and watched Grey's for a few hours. Made me happy :) I start to miss those girls when I don't see them for a while.

Saturday I was up at 6:30am, and on campus by 7:15 for The Leadership Conference. I made buddies with the keynote speaker and made sure everything was technically sound. As far as tech stuff, it went pretty well. It was a long day, though. The conference started at 9:30 and went til 4. It was nice, and fairly productive. However, it was long. All I wanted to do was nap. I looked like hell. I got a nice little gift from the woman who ran the whole thing- a QU travel mug with the bobcat on it filled with candy. Now I have an excuse to make hot chocolate and carry it around with me. Got other free stuff, too. Yay.

Today I scheduled the first official Tomatoes rehearsal. Most of the cast didn't show. It was bullshit. Made me angry, as if I already wasn't...

Can't wait to feel whole again, to breathe again. When does that happen? C'mon bad year, be OVER.

Did you know, could you tell
You were the only one That I ever loved
Now everything's so wrong
Did you see me walking by?
Did it ever make you cry?